jeremy lucido

I've been thinking about death a lot lately. In recent weeks it's just been a common theme , from Michael Jackson to the movies I've watched to visiting a sick friend. I know just mentioning the subject of death here it'll spark concern but I'm doing well and everything is fine. It's just been on my mind...

I've been visiting a friend who has been sick and I've seen how lonely it is and it has been sad and eye-opening. It reminds me of the movie The Beach where the wounded man who was dying in pain was moved farther away so the members of the island didn't have to hear his cries. No one wants to be around it and out of sight out of mind. I too have those moments where my petty problems trumps all and I think it's natural.

I wonder about what if I got sick, what if I was lying in pain- who would still be around and who would move me away from the beach? I think I know the answer and just glad that it probably would never happen.

I am glad I know or at least think I know who I can count on and who really don't are just filler. It's been a good year so far, a little stressful but over-all very good.

I'm looking forward and feeling positive. I'm making plans and always learning. I'm laying in bed next to Nick... He's sleeping, lol well it is 5am... Anyway it's nice. Really nice.

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